Dreams

Dear Jo

Am so disappointed in myself, today I had so much to do, and I overslept. the real story was that i had this dream about having an old bookstore that needs some work to be great and I was so happy in the dream that I didnt want to wake up to face reality. And when i woke up at last, I was so depressed that it wasn't true.

Not just a hospital visit!

Dear Jo,

It is 15 min to 3:00 a.m. , I don't know why i love writing late at night and all the great ideas always appears when am so sleepy. Today I was visiting my friend's mom who is sick in the hospital. She was admitted in the ICU. The funniest thing was that we kept laughing so much that my other friend couldn't believe what the hell were we doing. Am full of hopes for both my friend and her mom. This hospital visit made me think what am I doing in this world, and what is my destiny and whether I am prepared to live my life alone or not and how much i love this dear friend. Meanwhile i keep waiting , waiting for everything for buses, career opportunities and love. I usually hate waiting but now after a long day of waiting am full of patience, not sure why?? Enough for today. Jo pray for me

who is Jo?

"Jo's ambition was to do something very splendid. What it was, she had no idea as yet, but left it for time to tell her, and meanwhile, found her greatest affliction in the fact that she couldn't read, run, and ride as much as she liked. A quick temper, sharp tongue, and restless spirit were always getting her into scrapes, and her life was a series of ups and downs, which were both comic and pathetic." page 36 from the book........ this is how Alcott describes Jo March. Anyone who knows me for some time would know that am a copy of Jo and that this phrase fits me so good at it does for her. That's why in dark times or in very happy ones I feel I owe her so much because her story inspires me ever and always. As a result of that feeling i always scrap some notes addressed "Dear Jo".